Tuesday, April 12, 2005
it's the time of the year again. the exams are here. i cant really say i'm numb to having so many papers already. i still am scared. especially now where it concerns whether i will stay or leave school. i really do hope to stay, complete my degree and move on to do what i want to do. i don't know how and when am i able to fufill this statement, "to use my designing skills to help the homeless children." but God willing, Let Him be my guides. Lord please see me through my exams. may i be able to do well this time and get out of my AP1.
i dreamed of you at 6:41 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005
"knowing You ...Jesus...knowing You... there is no greater thing...You my all, You're the best, You're my joy,You're my righteousness, and I love You Lord..."
i wonder how many times must i be crushed. emotional healing ? i think i'll need endless of that and i sometimes can't bring myself to forgive, forget. how do u do that when u r constantly crushed? especially by your most loved? i guess she never really know that she have hurt me. hurt me so much all these years. y ? y must u do that? am i not part of you? do u really care abt me?
Lord .... You must have Your purpose for me.. save me ... comfort me in Your loving arms. dun let me get hurt my Lord ... You are my all, joy... Your child is in pain.
i didnt ask for what is beyond her.... never intended to. i just asked for your attention, your understanding and most importantly ... your love. how can u always pretend that nothing have happened everytime after u have hurt me?
****TRUST HIS HEART****
i dreamed of you at 9:26 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
today i just got graduated from LTP. finally no more a "kid". i never liked being seen or labelled like a kid. yes..... i may look young with that cubby face. but as a matter of fact i really hate to be since as a grown up wanna be. just let me be my age. anw i'm glad that i've graduated from this few years program cos i lost count. i'm not saying that being a laborer will be easy but i do hope that i will serve with God's enabling. not easy but still.... i hope that i will serve to glorify God's name. i like the orange photoframe...really very nicely done. i'll look back one day and miss all the growing up memories that i had with everyone. Thank You Lord for letting me see things through Your eyes!
i dreamed of you at 6:42 AM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
i'm so tired !!!! task after task .... one after another... no break...no rest...
v day was just over not too long ago, but still i'm thankful that it's over... settled... thrown aside. still.... my tests are coming up. haiz... the previous weekend i had 2 days of prayer retreat and it didnt end till 6pm on sunday. same for my training retreat., two whole days, straight after rally. in fact i had to rush out to attend qiong's bdae before rushing back to t-junction again. the day before sat i had practice as well for the rally. goosh i can almost die. just never ending things for me to do.
and just when i thought i can rest, take a break from my training for the whole of march... oh no ... mistake!! big mistake!!! i still have to send chung off in the morning at 6am tmr and lead worship on the 12 march. not to mention i still have a project to complete before my graduation which is on the 8th. arr.... give me a break man!! Lord .. please .... may i beg of You. strengthen me!!!
i dreamed of you at 10:32 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
i've learnt much from this mini sales of my flowers.... learn to work with difference, learn to face unforsee circumstances, etc etc ....
big thanx for all those who've supported me in any way, be it buying or telling ur frds abt it. thanx !
now promoting my flowers thru all means....
check them out at :
i dreamed of you at 7:42 AM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
sad.... school starts once again ... my pain and struggle will arise once again ....
school have never been so horri ... not saying that JC is any better lar... but ... haiz
Lord, may i pray that You will help me enjoy school and studying. Show me Your ways. Amen.
i dreamed of you at 11:20 PM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
i'm taking a general elective this holi ...so i had to go to kampong glam to do my project. it was nice going out with my other 2 grp mates.
i got an unexpected reward while on this trip... i took a pic that i like pretty much...
i dreamed of you at 10:35 AM
